Dead lilies

Falling deep,
Going away,
Into the darkness and the empty,
The grave where I'll lay.

Between all the lies,
Bringer of hopes,
False illusions as time flies,
Land of the lost souls.

Searching salvation,
Followed by damnation,
Fulfilling no obligation,
But always fearing rejection.

Lost and hopeless,
In my childish way,
Ruled by foolishness,
With only selfish words to say.

And I look down,
Where anger smiles,
Happiness I've thrown,
Along with these dead lilies.