Curses

Forgiveness for ell those words spoken in the truth of the night, that lies that we've told each other while the sense of justice was watching us, judging us, condemning us for all the hurt, all the pain that we would cause the world. But humanity has come to this path trough it's own choices, decisions well and badly made but never forgotten by those who still agree with them. Considering all those blind who've talked, who've walked and saw all the sins that were never made, never created to exist in our world but only to exist in the shadows of our dreams, converting into nightmares, tricks in our mind that we cannot control. It's all a lie, a secret passage into the unknown, a black hole in this Universe that is the mind of a creator that lives with us, not known to be our leader, annoyed with humanity for they are worshipping the wrong gods.
Who's the fool that seeks the true happiness when happiness is a state of mind, such as love, something created by our mind just to make us live a little more, destroying and creating all that pain, all that suffering that hunts me at night, in my dreams, in my thoughts, in my bed, the shadows that I see in the walls, the music that brakes up the silence, the own sin that I am, this error human that cripples this world into infinity and takes his charge in the way of a sacrifice for all this unworthy and undeserving humanity. Sanity has left this world, remember when we were nothing more than animals, idiots but habitants, followers of this higher power, this balance that was essential to keep the world alive. Now we live with this curse. And you're mine. Every damn day and every damn night I think of you. Damn you. Why won't you die in my head too like you did in this day.