Destiny between us

As the dawn approaches, my eyes start to seem blurry. I stood up all night just waiting to talk to you. Just to hear you scream my name, just waiting for you to be with me so I can finally kiss you. But I didn't heard your call, you didn't answer my call or was just destiny between us?
Last night I died. Last night I've waited for you. Last night I made a reservation in the Hotel California for us, where the spirits lay and where people go to die. They say that when we die we can fly. Well I've died but I could never fly because when I died I turned into a demon. A demon that came from Hell to save the Earth from enslavement. But that destiny proved me wrong. Destiny was once again changing me, just another way to let me know that he controls my life. Destiny made me meet you. Destiny made us believe, made us cry, made laugh, made us love. But once again we are being pushed away from each other. Once again destiny as sent a reminder to me. He still controls my life, he still controls my ways, he still controls, my love. I finally surrounded my life to him. I stopped believing, I stopped loving, I stopped breathing.
I brought myself home once again, came back with all the blood sucked from me. I've stopped breathing. My time as finally come. Time to die. Me freedom as came. In a white horse, with rocks upon it. I've stunned my self to death. So was my fate, so was my will, so was my destiny.
But my life is not fulfilled. The destiny between us has kept me alive, and alive I am, suffering from injuries. The destiny as cut my pain. No win in cutting my veins. I slam myself into the wall, I fight man's but the hundred but still I feel no pain. My will is to fly, fly to a place far away from here and where the people don't suffer. The destiny between us as kept me alive. But still he's tearing me apart.

I've died,
I've lived
I've suffered,
But there will be an us
or will I suffer again?
The destiny between us will tell.